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03 August 2009 @ 05:09 pm
I haven't updated in forever, lol.. or so it seems.

Anyways, no real updates, except I just wanted to make something aware to you all. Since I will be heading off (hopefully, I need a damn co-signer since I am 17 but I don't know anyone who has good credit or wants to co-sign) to college on October, with brings forth a lot of stress and butt hurt. My mom and bro is all "Stop spending your money on stupid things and buy stuff for college" and whatnot. Yeah, I know what you mean, but eh.. I still want to feel like a kid who can spend what they want, I guess. Pretty immature, but meh. When I had to college, I will manage my money alittle better, or atleast, I hope.

As for cosplay, I am pretty paranoid right now. Even though Ohayo is, like, a half a year away, I still feel as though I don't have the time nor funds to complete them. At this point, I am lucky if I even get one done, and that may be Chiroro since the group leader will be doing a lot of the work. I may have time to squeeze in LV Klonoa.

Bah.. I just to draw, but I can't without feeling guilty all the time. When I draw, a little voice in my head says "Wulf, GTFO Photoshop and work on a commissions" or "Get some of the college paper work done" and whatnot. Dunno, this really takes the fun out of drawing. I am passinate about cosplaying and collecting, but my life revolves around creating things on a piece of paper. My major and career will revolve around drawing, man.

Just a little journal to let you guys know where I stand at the moment. Going to try to get all (or atleast most..) commissions done before October. I cannot work on anything without feeling guilty, gosh darnnit.



BTW - Saburo from Keroro Gunso. I used to hate his guts at first, but now I love this guy, lol. He draws too and his the 'owner' of Kururu, my favorite froggie!
the cosplayin' cat ladymochavalentino on August 3rd, 2009 09:32 pm (UTC)
Man, I feel for ya. I feel the exact same way about college and money and being told to save XD But I'm sure with commissions and stuff you'll manage.
Rakuenrakuen42 on August 3rd, 2009 11:09 pm (UTC)
Hey, sometimes you just got to do something for you. If you sit there and work on everyone else's cosplay all day and night you're gonna go crazy. ;)
Raishiroi: srs klonoaraishiroi on August 4th, 2009 06:57 am (UTC)
Yo Wulf! =D

Wow, I completely understand how you feel lol. It's like: "I need to work on these job applications and other important stuff like that.. buut I want to work on other stuff instead. =/ "

I agree with the others on here - sometimes you just have to take time out for Wulf stuff. It's like you can't just be all workworkworkwork without going nuts. Take a day to draw, watch froggie anime, or do whatever you want to do. =)

You guys are amazing when you actually get to work on your own cosplays, so I'm confident you'll be able to make your Klonnoa and froggie before Ohayo! =D

Anyway, have a good evening and I hope everything works out for you! If you ever need to talk or just vent for a bit hit me up on IM. I'm usually on in the evenings so just message me whenever you want! =D
sushiwolfsushiwolf on August 5th, 2009 01:07 am (UTC)
Yea, I want to work on cosplay but everyone is asking me to do favors for them. And working out and keeping my body in shape is hard enough.

And I'm going back to college. Just part time though and I may not have enough time for everything.